Kamis, 31 Oktober 2013

Being a girlfriend

Being a girlfriend is not just about being beautiful and attractive for your guy. It's not just about letting him chase you, letting him do sweet things every time you're mad at him and not just receiving flowers and gifts during your anniversaries. It's not about doing those girly things just to get his attention and not just about feeling mighty every time he did everything you want. It's also being an emotional partner wherein you support him in every opportunity that he takes, you appreciate everything that he does for you and you thank him for doing it, you remind him on the things he must do and what he must not. Just because you know that you can always keep him on his feet, doesn't mean you can manipulate him. You understand him not just as a partner but as individual too. you help him in every way showing him, that in a relationship, there’s no "I" or "you", there's only "we" and "us". You know also that a man has their ego, and even when it become a little irritating sometimes, you still understand that it's a part of his nature. A girlfriend is not just a term, it also has responsibilities that every girl must know. You’re a friend, a sister, a second mom, a teacher, and a best friend

Selasa, 08 Oktober 2013

yes, it's untitled!

Thank you
because without your support,i wouldn't be here
i wouldn't have stayed when things go hard
i wouldn't have believed that i could find a life.
thank you for the way you know me,
for being my best friend for what feels like forever,
and for raising the bar so high that i don't where to begin.
thank you for knowing to let go before things got ugly.
on some level, you must've known that forcing me to fly
would force you to fly too, to do the things you know you need.
and maybe you even share that belief that our paths
will join us together again, and for always

i hate you
for not wanting it badly enough,
for not believing we could do this together,
for not following through.

i hate that you didn't have the balls to take a chance,
to explore this place that's filled with your dreams.
i hate that you don't even seem to be doing
the things that made you stay
i hate that the way you tell me how you feel almost always hurts,
and that most of the time you just don't tell me at all.
i hate that you are only guy i can imagine loving,
and you make letting go seem so easy,
like it doesn't hurt at all,
like you don't ever cry.